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I have poetry in my soul sometimes … this is what came out when I looked at this photo - Enjoy.
Not as cold in December
As it once was in my eyes
Where I could only see
Layers of everyone else’s demise
Those tears I cried are crystallized for earrings bedazzling my best kept secrets
Un quilted in pieces of my yet unfound strength
Laid bare for what my heart could not at one time behold
Trickling through and grabbing out the remnants of my dormant soul
Cradling the wayward memories of broken-hearted words spoken over me
Misguided minds entrusted To guide the lack of ambition Awaiting the back seat
I didn’t know I was taking
In a bed I didn’t know I was making
All except grace found me broken, bellowing over, grieved low life sustaining chemical reactions in organisms
Battling euphemism for everything I thought was the truth resends thoughts
Suffering underneath the pain of everyone around me
Too busy suffering for them to know if they were unknowingly suffering for me
Waiting for someone who knew what love was
To find the best parts of me To love me past the worst.
The only hope one can offer such reality is the power
And the fruit of change.
If change is enough for God, It is enough for whomever The mantel is chosen for
To walk alongside the healed layers of my footsteps
Reminders of the one whose footsteps are truly in the sand as I was carried
In moments when I carried
Angled in the masterpiece of prophecies foretold
Transcending the footstools of my enemies
In revelation of
The peace that transcends all understanding which cannot be bought
It must be held tightly in the inner depths of souls having travailed and won.
Celebrating the progress made only for those who take action geared towards the very peace the trevail acknowledges
How high up must I reach past GOD to find true forgiveness in the judgment of man?
Thankfully, any reach past GOD is unnecessary
I instead find prosperity where I find divine creation
The word of the Lord
Cracking open my soul in worship
Breathing hope into my thoughts with adoration and clarity
Finally my dreams find wholeness and my journey finds awareness to restore my own reality
For giant leaps forward
Leaving behind all who are content to leave me and themselves un growing, un inspiring, and un yielding to the season of best. It’s not that hard, some of us just know nothing but the cycles woven into the fabric of our least desirable attributes. To know thyself we must love thyself. To know others, we must also know thyself.
Then true love, the real kind that stands the tests of time can find you, patiently waiting for every layer you are brave enough to transparently offer it. I see you Toseima, all of you, and I’m here for it and for you.
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